First time, SOBBED

Hi,today is Tuesday 10 Apr 2012 0431PM

"S" is hateful.He exults in my life a misfortune and makes my life a misery.There are times when it is just worth living.Like i said PHATHETIC.

SAYA DAPAT E-DISIPLIN DARI "S"

oh mayy... 

Kindda like this: SURAT SAMAN E-DISIPLIN

kod kesalahan : Melanggar peraturan sekolah :: Tidak menepati kriteria seorang Pelajar muslim.

This most terrible things that come through my life.

This was my 1st E-DICIPLNE i got 3 or 5 marks here.

How can God let such things happen??

KERJA AMAL???

wokey~ 

Life is so weird

Today is Sunday, 8 April 2012 : 1030pm.watching ABPBH with my brother. :)Texting with My Lilbee.keep asking abt our Turtle Poy and Moy.RISAU oO
This is our conversation abt 12pm ago.

I WANT THAT IPHONE 4S!!
Life is so weird right?: nothing but ups and downs.I can't keep track of it!One minute it's like whhooom!whizz,sizzle! u're over tha moon.And next,back down to earth with huge great thump.Down into a pit,full of gool and despondecy and deep dark despair.Which is where i was last night.i just didn't see
 ( i still don't) how mum could be so mean.So untterly without any sympathy or understanding for my plight.Life almost didn't seem worth living.
Whereas today- wheeee!! all of the sudden,i'm back over the moon.Halfway to Venus! Practically out of sight. I can use the IPHONE 4S after all...

Playing my lil bro INSTAGRAM"

No thanks to Mum.But horaaaay! for Dad! he is THE BEST.I can always rely on Dad to stick up for me..

do leave any comment please :(

Dia happy saya BAHAGIA

I spent my afternoon  Friday with him :)
These are pretty overdue, but I love that day!

I had an ecstatic day with these people, Akmal Khairi (my lilbee) and BB Yauw and her friend (yeah I don’t know her name) but I think it was Saadah (penjaga toko hape sblh Suria). lol
 We all met up at bart at 1105 am. We waited for the 28 muni bus and reached at Papar Town. When we got to Princess Project, it was around 1145. I gave early bird  a birthdae present for My Lilbee. 

Edisi 1+1 Ida Rizyani: G.I.M & Elegi Tupai dan Sepet

Ida Rizyani Tahir

Harga: RM 16.00 / RM 18.00

ISBN-13: 978-983-3653-04-1

Tarikh Terbit: 12 Jan 2011

Jumlah Muka Surat : 352

WHY I GAVE HIM A TEENAGE NOVEL?

sebab saya tahu dia tidak minat membaca :) Membaca itukan jambatan ilmu.Betul tak?Saya nak dia berjaya spt yg dia inginkan.Punya harta yg bnyk,kete yg besa,ruma yg besa..wahahahha! MATERIALISTIK betul kau pempuan..hahah. Yang penting ILMU DUNIAWI DAN UKHRAWI yg mendalam.Moga kau bisa berubah suatu hari nanti.(aiseeeh~)

AND WHY G.I.M & TUPAI AND SEPET?                                                                               korang akn tau jika baca novel 2 :)

KURA-KURA BRAZIL :)

this is our BRAZILAN TURTLES

 Kure-kure terbahagi kepada 2.                                                                                             Kura-kura terrapin (air) dan kura2 tortoise (darat).                                                                  Kura-kura kami ni di panggil red-eared(asal brazil) jenis terrapins.                                                        Sebab itu dia dipanggil TURTLE bukannye Tortoise. 

Tha yellow at it head is Poy and that Orange one is Moy.                                                                                       Moy is an active female.Always crawling faster than Poy.Even you put it out from the" aqu glass" just for a while,Moi just keep crawling-crawling and crawling until you get trouble to find it (LOST).why we gave Poy and Moy as the turtles name???

The name actually from him.It is related to his close friend-cum-friend who always there for him and her boyfie .Thanks for taking care My Lilbee. :)

The buddyz that i mention above is Dnurfarahain and Mohd Azaha. sebab korang sweet la saya setuju berikan nama itu (POY AND MOY). Moga cinta korang berpanjangan (ekk? asal pulak korang yg aku doakan?cinta aku tak panjang la??ehehhh)

AND WHY THE TERRAPINS?
Kelebihan kura-kura ni adalah pemalu tapi jiwa kental dan kuat berusaha.dia akan cuba untuk keluar dari "aqu glass" sampai dapat.Aku nak dia jadi mcm 2 yg sntiasa usaha + Tawkal :)                                               Lagi pun senang dapat daripada nak bagi NINJA TURTLE?? hang nak cari kat mana??!!
tapi comel tak kalau c POY jadi Ninja??hahahah :P

KENAPA BAGI BERPASANGAN?
sebab cinta kami hanya berdua tidak ada MADU.hahah.. selain itu saya nak dia melatih diri jaga haiwan 2.jika hilang salah satunya maknany dia tak mampu nak jaga aku nnti.jika salah satu drpdny mati dia perlu cri yg lebih baik drd saya jika saya tiada nnti :)
sweeet tak??? :P

apa-apa pun do leave ur comment here bah :(

by MRS  AKMAL.

Di sini rindu ku bersemi dan di sini kasihku bertaut

Assalammualaikum Nurkasihku :)

Today is Friday 16 March 2012 0125pm (listening One In Million)

Baby u're the best that i ever had :)

Cinta itu tidak menuntut kita menjadi orang lain,jadilah diri sendiri.

Cinta yng suci tidak akn mnuntut perubahan ataupun pengorbanan yang besar demi org kita kasihi.

Jika dia dapat melihat kecantikkan dan keistimewaan dalam diri ini,Nyatalah dia yang akan memimpin tanganku ke mahligai yang indah nan bahagia nanti.Insyaallah~

OMG! thats it stop being romantic person.hahaha!

a few minutes ago,aku ada tanya ngan mummy/guru kelas.

This is our  conversation..

Me: my, what is you best choice, those who love us or we love him?

Mummy: No for that.

Me: So?

Mummy: The best choice is that our love for Allah SWT.

Me: Macam mana nak tau orang tu sayang kita kerana apa??

Mummy: Dear,Yang paling tahu hanya Dia yang di atas.

                Kerana hanya Dia yang mampu membaca hati hambaNya. 

             Cinta Di jalan Allah dan bertemu kerana kedua-dua ingin mendapat redhanya.

Rasa ingin kasih mengasihi itu adalah suatu fitrah.

Thanks for mummy kerana faham akan hati anak didiknya. :)

UPDATE MARCH 2012

BY- Mrs Akmal :)

Update his Blog again

Dear my sayang bubbly,

I think im obsessed with you.

BAHAHAHAHA!

Okay ive been with my bf abt 2 mnth now, and im supper attached to him, the thing is that ive had other relationships but i feel like hes the only one ive loved this way, i cant do my revison just thinking about him, if he gets mad and hangs up on me when we fight i get super worried and i feel so scared that i may never talk to him again like if im going to lose him forever so i call him constantly till he picks up, sometimes he doesnt and i panick, i always have my phone on me where ever i go, and if i do miss his call i get so worried that he might get mad and break up with me so i call him back right away, im always thinking of him and worrying he might get mad every move i make is because im just thinking of him, its gone down to the point that i cant function anymore the simplest task become so long to me and i dont go out or anything to be with him..i feel so exhausted i sometimes want to take a break and be alone but i cant i cant find it in me to do it and leave him alone and its draining me i feel like i have no dignity what so ever and let him treat me how ever he likes, and i do what ever it takes to keep him around, whats wrong with me i never used to be like this i feel obsessed and its killing me inside i cant take living like this anymore (im not suicidel okay) im just tired of living just for him and worrying for him to be happy and not taking care of me is this obsession? I feel like an addict, with a drug addiction who wants to stop and doesnt have the will power to do it Gosh i need help! i cant live with out him and ive stop living for myself :(

Paper PSI

PENDIDIKAN SYARIAH ISLAMIAH

today is wednesday 7 march 2012.

still sitting for UB exam without any preparation. .. . 

asta apa kau buat nhe.main setja.

Tommorow i'll  be sitting last paper.

PSI.

gowd, wish me gud luck yah..

SO,paper AL-QURAN ASSUNAH senang jek,
tutup mate je KBKK ba.
Paper BAHASA ARAB TINGGI??
hahahah hancus proses penggamburan dimana saya salin e2 soalan balik..
apabila part karangan,hahahahah!!!! perkataan pertama saya tulis adalah:

HAHAHAHAH!!! amacam dapat markah tak???selepas 2 saya tulis doa belajar dimana karangan e2 ada kaitan dgn pelajar.ahaha.. setrusnya aku tulis hadis yg aku ingt..hahaha..n lastly aku buat konklusinya,TERIMA KASIH,SYUKRAN JAZILAN!.

ahahahahah.. kawan aku sebelah dok ketawa tak henti2 baca karangan aku..waaa!

maaf buat ustaz yang mengajar diriku..:(

i didn't mean to hurt you..

apa-apa pun subjek MATHS suke sangat..senang gila even INDUCTION aku salah tadi hahaha! bodoh. .. Takpe yang penting aku yakin score..! lalalal kerana GRAPH KU yang cantik..hahah..

extra mark ka 2 aa???

wtv la.

out~

What’s on my mind right now

        I want to jump off of a bridge.

         My ears hurt (I stretched to 00 today, FINALLY)

         I need a hug.

         Why did I just eat, I’m getting fat.

        I’m gonna miss my boyfriend.

         I need some 27’s for this weekend. Or the turkish royals.

       I need a hug.

         I miss my best friends.

        Tomorrow is gonna be a long day.

         I need a hug.

         I might kill someone. Seriously -.-

         I need a job/I’m broke as fuck.

   I just really want to talk to le boy right now.

      I need a hug.

I need a FUCKING hug :p

I feel like this day

I feel like this day:


Has lasted a long time.I went to sleep last night waaa EARLY,like 1034 then woke up around 1230.
Stayed up till about 5 in the morning soo miserable!

from super hot like my skin was on fire to getting goosebumps and freezing.Woke back up 930.Got meds fell asleep on the recliner from like 1230 to 2ish.And now i'm up.Haven't eaten all day.Just the tought of eating makes me feel sick.
And all this came over night and of course i'm sick :( on the day .doesn't have to work and its super nice out.


IT FIGURES. ..

Updating his blog again :)

Today is Friday - 10 Feb 2012.

12.48 p.m.

"sitting on my bed, getting ready to do some thinking"

So, Its me again budak kampung yang aneh. Today i want to tell you about 

THE WORST THINGS EVER IN OUR LIFE.

When you think of the worst ever what comes to mind first? Worst food? Worst TV show? Worst girlfriend OR boyfriend? Worst weed? There are so many things that can be considered the worst ever of their kind but it takes a special few to become the worst ever if someone hurt you a lot again and again.After hours of extensive research over lots of blunts, an essence of thought come through my head.i have list about all my worst things in my life.

AND HERE IS THE LIST

• when akmal and i had a loud of arguments or a fight. Actually not a fight, but its more to "salah anggap". I cried all night long.Upset S.O.B
• when i and akmal happy texting and all of a sudden "GANTUNG" because he was busy around with his friends or other things.
• can't forgot my most worst thing,when my history teacher, Miss Ruziana vocalled loudly my name as i was cheating in exam :P

and so on . .. . e.t.c

ops,it zyerra texting me.

She ask me would i want to join her "mamam"?

AKU MAHU MAMAM!!.

GTG darl~

later UPDATE again aa :)

sincerely~

kampung girl :)

HELPING HIM

Thursday - Feb 2012
(which is the exact minute of me as his GF, helping him updating this blog bahahaha! :) 

So, hyeep! This is me, kampung girl and weird girl. Today is Thursday 09 Feb 2012 and i'm going to tell you all about me and his life as a COUPLE :P and the STUFF that happens in it (also the stuff that doesn't most likely).

i'm even going to tell you our secret-secret things that only my BFF and maybe his BFF knows.Or sometimes even no one except us :)

Okey So,

I'm starting updating this blog cos' i've lost of thinking to do, and when lost of tots, i start buzzing round in my head and  i have to write them down, So i can actually see what i'm thinking, if you all get what i mean. And then i can think about it. ( -___- )

let me tell you about MY SAYANG! :)

AKMAL @ PAKCIK - my FANCY..<3

i like to listen for it when he and Zyerra having their loud arguments in really fast BRUNEI language, which they do quite a lot, even when u're standing right there,between them.

( macam ndak wujud bah ).

Bah! sudah .. c Pakcik texting sua ...

who is me?? SECRET la bah..

want to know?

 please follow this blog and read this JOURNAL. Jangan "miss" baca :P

later i tell you more about him aaa :)

PAPAPAPAPPAPAI~

his lover ~

weird kampung GIRL.

p/s IGNORED MY BROKEN ENGLISH :P